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Rachel: I hope things get better for you! You can atleast smile about being able to see another day
Shyla: Hey! Glad all is well with you. Same here...Good to hear back from ya! Later on...
Shyla: Jerry! How are you and the family?? Noticed you have not posted in a while...Anyway, I'm back (lol) How are you and the family? Hope all is well...talk atchat later! -Shy
Hollywood Gothique: Wanna see something out of this world? Take a virtual tour of Fry's, the story where aliens attack!
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Allie: Hey Jerry!! It's alright because I happened to dissappear for a couple months around the time you did lol.
Mel: Well, I'm sitting next to you man...and you stinky!!!!! LOL..Just kidding!
Hollywood Gothique: Been awhile since I checked in. Hope you're having a happily demented 2005.
Julie: Hey sweets! Just wanted to stop in & say hi. Haven't been by in a while. Hope all is well. Take care & when you can stop & say hello again.
Budweiserqueen: i have moved, heres the new link
D.Mahan: Happy Chrismaka!!! and all that!
Allie: Hey-lo! That radio station is really neat!! Have a great week!
Stella: Hey Jerry, just tagging you back have a good one
Inspector X: Hello Mr.Bear, I must congratulate you on the creation of this site, it is indeed a much needed wake up call to all of those innocents out there. I must go and prepare, for tonight I must hunt the Walker, before it begins to hunt me.
D.Mahan: Helooooooohow are you
Julie: Hi darlin. Your right, I've been wondering where you've been. Hope things are well. Miss seeing you around.
Rob: Hi Jerry-hope you had a great thanksgiving. I finished a book so I'm feeling great.Rob
Allie: Hey Jerry! Have a great Week!!
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jem: sounds spooky
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Rayne: Very nice site. A bit of humor in all of the negativity. Easy to relate to indeed.
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Neo N. Raydants: hey Jerry,Thanks for joining the contest on my forum. Would you like me to e-mail a link to you, or post it in the forum? Later.
Allie: Hey! Hope you have a great weekend and that you get permission to use the "graphic in question"
D.Mahan: just popping in to say hi..hope you are feeling better -
Amulett: Hope you get permission from the owner. It's be a shame if you didn't after all your hard work. You're not the first person to make a boo boo. As you have probably gathered I did the same thing once, though fortunately escaped reprecussions. Copyright is a tricky issue on the net because the rules are different for different countries.
Amulett: Yeah, that is a funky front page. You should be proud of the animation. Do you have the permission of the artist who did the painting to use it on your site? If you don't you could be endangering copyright. It's best to be paranoid about this. It would be nice if the rest of the site followed a set format I really like the layout of this journal actually. Perhaps you could extend something along the same lines onto your site. I really love the hidden elements on your front page they real
mystic: opps the blonde part of me messed up my tag. LOL
mysticystic: nice site. really enjoy the layout. Really cool
Dungeon Bunny: Wicked site!
mark - a classic loner: Jerry, YES, I like the look of this (we both know I would tell you if I didn't). Plus, if I haven't done so already, please be commended on your taste in music, which is very close to my own. Nice one!

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Monday, April 10th 2006

3:17 AM

Nothing....

  • Daily Dementia: Chronic selflessness..
  • Song of the Day: "What will become" by Fear Factory
  • What I learned today: Another lesson about my niche in life
  • What I chose to Hate: My own feelings...

Like a machine... a caged animal in a hamster wheel...

No reason.... no logic,

Just keep moving.... just keep driving onward...

It doesnt matter how I feel... nor does it matter what I think..

Just keep driving.... keep working....

Be your niche.. wear your label.... be a good little machine...

I get oiled when I squeak.... and when I am broke... attention is given...

But I am just a machine...

Nothing but a whirling tireless machine of life....

No hope of more... Only to serve and do my task...

Is it wrong to love someone so much that becoming a machine is a good thing?

At least machines dont feel... wish I couldnt feel.... just keep driving... be a good machine....

Some day, I dont know when, the machine will break down...

and there will be no parts.. there will be no one to maintain me... and the

Sweet release from the lifespan of this machine... and rest I will in a junkyard.... from were I came....

 

1 Others thoughts.

Posted by selest:

I will pray for you to never give up hope to never give up on love to never stop being yourself know their are many of us out here that love you and care for you deaply and wish you all the happiness in this world that you deserve.o:)
Tuesday, April 11th 2006 @ 10:47 PM

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